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Friday, May 23, 2008

Random Memorable Moments

It was the night before she went to Australia.
After her farewell dinner, I walked her back to car...
( Because I need her transport to get home!)

In the car park, strong wind was blowing and blowing,
Rather gently, not even a gust...
I said to her, '' Don't worry, the strong wind here will cheer you up and you will be fine.''
Instead of feeling touched by my words of encouragement, she was like (SWT..... or 0_o)
But eventually at the end of the night, hmm, i mean journey to my home, she thanked me.

Just realized that I had forgotten that I had been missing her after she left. ( As a friend)
But then, never know farewell can have teary weary moments. ( Nope, I didn't cry)


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Life goes on

All this while, he had been traveling on that road,
The road of carnage and destruction
Vengeance and revenge were his life
That became his vendetta of his life
The cold had cause his heart to be frozen.
Yet, the flames in heart were burning at the same time

He was feared by his enemies, having slain many
His shadow alone casts fear to the hearts of his enemies
This gave him the confidence and strength
The shadow was his home, his mind guard and keeper
The shadow reminded him of his troubled past
That seemed to be tainting his once bright life forever

He should had been satisfied, knowing that he had his revenge
His actions proved him wrong, knowing that he achieved nothing
Misery and disillusionment clouded his mind
The storm of his soul rages at his inability
His conscience rebel at his failure
Yet, he continue to mask his feelings over these and proceeded

During his tough, dark struggle with his own self
The wounded knight met a young maiden
Together, they fell in love, it tasted sweet
Not for long, the knight's past haunted him
This caused him to be cold to his beloved
It broke her heart into pieces and she cried

Further disappointed, the knight planned to end
His life, once and for all, he lost everything
He drew his sword and prepared to finish what he was
An elderly man quickly rushed and stopped his action
'' Do not die early, young man, life is so precious.''
Tears rolled down his cheeks, the knight was touched

No longer disheartened, the knight's heart was crying
''Young man, all this while you are a knight, serving none.''
The knight admitted that he was just a self-proclaimed knight
He wanted to be a knight but no one's take him in
''I am the king of the realm and I want you to be my knight.''
The ''knight'' could not believe his ears for a king chooses him

''In the past, you don't have a master, but now you have me.''
The knight swore his allegiance to the king,vow to serve him
''Your past is over now, my young knight and I will train you.''
For now, the knight discarded the old mask that he despised
''I grant you the use of my personal sword and it's all yours''
Given privilege to serve the Crown and honor to use His Majesty's sword
The knight raised his new sword high, taking his new duty dutifully
It shall be a new beginning of knight's life serving under His Majesty

To think that all sorrows of your life to be end in one moment
It's a foolish idea and that what the knight thought
What he did not know, no matter how small hope is given
A hope is still a hope for it casts away hopelessness
The knight wishes to get rid of the hopelessness
And a hope has changed him and his life.. Life goes on

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Life o Life (LoL)


All day long, I’m staring at outside

Wishing life could have been better

I saw a textbook on my table

It reminded me of essay writing classes

Life is like an essay, a composition

It maybe short… It maybe long….

But who cares, it’s our stories anyway….

And we wish to write our own way

Life’s a narrative essay, a construct

Events after events shaping our very lives

Building our plot over time like a storyboard

Tales after tales, recounting our struggle with lives

Moments after moments, capturing our dramatized expressions

Logic or illogical, that’s our question of the story

Life’s a process essay, a change….

For better or worse…we will never know

Good or bad, Black or white…

How and how kept howling in the heart…

How could this happening in our life

Sequences of events playing in our mind

Life’s more than a cause and effect essay

We wonder why, we wonder how

We wander here, we wander there

What causes trouble, we asked…

What’s with the effect, we wondered….

Woe to the heart, we can’t help it…

Life can be a comparative essay

Discriminatory at its best while we were all the same

We shared the essence of being called humans

But race, religion and background differentiate us

Some are rich, some are poor, we’re not the same

Compare and contrast the realities of our lives

Life isn’t just a straight line, it has ups and downs

Life isn’t just ended with a line, it has full of paragraphs

Life isn’t just writing the essay, we have to plan and organize it

Life isn’t just rushing the essay, we won’t be able to complete it

Life is but a life, living out loud or living on loose, lit it up

Life is just lame since we talked as if we understand it..

Life is about getting a life, a brave account of how we live