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Friday, August 29, 2008

sry guys...havent update for so long...due to laziness...hahaha...
anyway..now i'm in my new semester right now but all of my classes now are in early morning..which is quite sad because i'm not a morning person..and i can look like a drunkard especially during early morning...couldnt concentrate and think...want to talk also talk in a foreign language...that shows how worse i am especially when i'm very sleepy...my exam results will be released next week...but i'm not really concerned ( not that i'm very smart la) just that i have no time to worry over them... i can only say..God bless...

Congratulations to UTAS debate team, Bak, Jason and Chaco and also Michael, Bethany and Lydia (you guys did greatly as well) Proud of you guys...

Saturday, August 23, 2008

You have the face of an ugly person and you had live with that face all this while. One day, you know that there is a chance for you to be beautiful and get away from your ugly place. However, in order for you to be beautiful, you need to sacrifice your friendship with your closest friends.

Would you readily give up and sacrifice your friendship in exchange for having a beautiful face that you have been desiring all this while?

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

''Tears are beautiful,
they wash away the dry lands,
a heart's cry echoes the one's desire to celebrate life,
I hide my heart under the great celebration of life,
having been delivered from long drought of uncertainty.

The skies of joy are really beyond imagination..
Where tales of heroism and romance found their match made in heaven,
the reason I live is that my existence is not a mistake and a gift to the world.
My birth to the world is my destiny.
God told me that He loves me and my birth is His gift to the world.
Love is what He lavishes on me.''

Friday, August 01, 2008

As tagged by BAK and requested, I shall answer these questions. This is my update before my finals next week.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Well...For me, ideally, I prefer at the age of 30 if I happen to find the right one that destined to be with me. Otherwise, keep on waiting. Lol..As if 30 is my deadline. Well, going into marriage at a earlier age is not necessarily a good thing. The problem is not about commitment sometimes, it's about compatibility and mutual recognition that needed to be stronger before entering and building a solid marriage.


2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Yum-cha/mamak sessions. Chatting while staring at the dark sky wondering when the young night will be old. Oh it's morning now.

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
Well, depends, I won't give them away but I will definitely share with them(limited to guys or girls because they are not take-away properties) if I am interested in sharing of course. Seriously, what kind of friend that can take your things away including guys or girls, he or she might as well be your husband or wife. =D


4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat ?
Nah, I won't give anything up for that because I know that no matter what, I won't be fat by eating. Lol.


5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I want to be a king!!! But anyway, I want to establish a happy family with beautiful kids, my crown princes and princesses, but before that I need a queen. We all stayed in a palace(prefer to be smaller but spacious) Well, it's a dream.


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Without money, it is very very hard to continue to survive. However, as long as you can satisfy your basic requirements like food, shelter, clothing aside from breathing oxygen into your lungs, then there's a possibility you can survive with great deal of hardship.


7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
I admitted that I used to think that I am a person that has nothing to lose due to my pride. Over the years, I regretted at the things that I have lost. Sometimes, bitterly but I refuse to admit them. But now, I concluded that I am afraid to lose family and friends, thanks to God to help me to see through that.


8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
Drinking wine/teh ais/ribenna/hot chocolate/smoothies or eating ice cream/pudding/jelly.


9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Hahahahaha..... What a question.. If you don't tell, she won't know. A girl once told me that truth is all that matters. However I personally believe that confession will come spontaneously once you are certain and know that you really love him or her. Time decides.


10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Lol...Since it's about good points, I should be saying something good.
She's smart.
She's sarcastic.
She's ''happening''.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
For a undeserving jerk like me, I actually dare to ask for very higher standard requirement from my other half. Lol, don't think I can list all of them.
Usual qualities like committed and lover of God, honest and straight-forward, sarcastic/ witty, innocent, considerate, caring. Sorry if these requirements can be too unrealistic and contradictory.


12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
One that betrays and backstabs/frontstabs me.


13. What is your ambition?
Doing something that God delights and pleases. That's my offering to Him.
Anyway, I hope to be a good father, husband, son, employer/employee, student, customer, lol... I want to be a warrior for God. =)


14. Is anyone really perfect?
Well depends. It seemed that there are a lot of school of thoughts. Generally, people are not perfect in anyway. However, I sincerely believe perfection of people is more of having well-balanced and developed personalities/gifts specifically made for people with different and distinct tastes. One can't be perfectionist, can they?


15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
Lol.. Of course, being happy.
Applying creativity you can be both rich and happy, rich in happiness.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
The inability to open up to people and my anti social behavior. I got trust issues with people, sorry to say that. Give me time and space and hopefully, I have a likeable personality.


17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
God, mostly and my inner circle. Sorry to say, I can be a secretive person and I actually cared enough to categorize all of my secrets in different levels. I usually limit a lot of sharing bout myself to others. Something that I want to change sincerely.


18. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
This sounds like one of those MLM/Pyramid scheme question asked to anyone who want to be rich as fast as possible. Anyway, 10 years from now, I will see myself settling in
career, hopefully, family or hopefully still building and developing my life towards the peak and zenith of my life.


19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
I don't know. You tell me.
But, I am those that love to draw and design weapons of war; it's my ''passion''. hahaha..I guess that not everyone love that. Be yourself is what you need.


20. If you had 24 hours to do anything, anything at all in the world, whether it be realistically possible, what would it be?
I have so much plans even for 24 hours. I would like to take chances to go back in time to hopefully correcting mistakes that I had made, recording my lost sweet moments of life and getting back my toys that I have lost. Otherwise, I must conquer the world in 24 hours. XD

I lazy to tag people. If you feel prompted to do these questions after reading my blog, then tag me. Lol..
I just want to give choices to people.