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July 19, 2006
Declassified files-Old crushes
Old crushes..silly,stupid....oh..Naivety of mine....
1.Met this girl in school...She's cute for her age and I liked her..She always sweeping the floor in the class...That time...I was very shy so I didn't not get a chance to know her...sO when the fateful day came...she transfered to other school and I never see her again...So my crush dies then...
2.This gal..She's wonderful,caring and bla bla bla...Joined a camp because of her...Thus,I got the oppurtunity to get know her more..She's sweet indeed(from my point of view)..Her smile make me feel confident..Began to get active because of her and began to become talkative because of her(nah..I'm not singing ''keranamu'')..I always get the chance to chat with her and goes to a place where she always at there..This is one of the longest crush I ever had in my life...I was thinking of getting her a nice doll;it's quite cute and portable...So I brought this doll and wanted to give to her as a gift..I like this doll very much and it reminds me of her..In my mind,I thought that if she is happy..so do I..But the doll did not end up at her..Why?She rejected by the time I gathered enough courage to confess to her..Apparently..from my investigations..I found out that she was already attached to someone that she like...So began my moments of despair,cloud of depression gathering in dark,gloomy sky..there is no moon of hope..ops..I'm exaggerating..kekek...but then..I'm really depressed..haha...So ends my crush in her....
3.This gal...She's friend of my friend..And I managed to get to know her by chance...And I was attracted to her...I then trying hard to get her info about her likes or dislikes,her fav,her hobbies,close friends and so on..We also send messages and messages to each other..I enjoyed every message she wrote..I was happy..Finally..all these come to an end when I realised that she had a bf and kept a low profile to it...I felt heartbroken but i still kept contact with her...
Crush is a short-lived and usually an unrequited love or infactuation...So people do have crush in someone that they like..Love is wonderful but chaotic...hahaha...right now..I don't have a crush(nevermind..who cares if I have crush or not,I ain't a special person)...nOw i prefer to keep observing things....Normally people don't write about their crush experiences or do they?I was then a fool to write them down..haha..

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February 12, 2007
time passes so fast or?
''Time passes so fast''.....we often heard these words spoken whenever we just realise that many things had ended so fast,unaware that we actually ignore the steadiness of time flowing...well...to be honest,the speed of the passing time in our lives actually determined by how we measure and evaluate time...
wELL...wELL...in this post...there won't be any discussion bout time because whatever that we do,time always passes and always ahead of us..particularly...
time is just another dimension...it's how we reacted to it...haha...yea..because you never know how many things can be happen in just short while...such large magnitude in a short time certainly drive a person nuts,even a weirdo/freak like myself...friendship and love grew like never before with good INVESTMENT of money in this case,love is the main currency..lol..dont get me wrong,i'm not teaching you to view friendship as market share investment...you know that i m not money-minded..rite?(dun let me caught you by saying sarcastic things like ''yea,rite'',i know some fools will....nvm la)ok..back to the topic again...such development of friendship and love overtake space,time,distance(no physics,TQ)..such love and friendship become so overwhelming till it actually changes person alot and become very deep deep and close close friends eventhough in a short period..amazing isn't?there are several cases about such recorded magnitude..in this case we wont use ''Ritcher'' scale...Below are the records of such ‘’supernatural’’ friendship:
Case 1- Here we got a really shy guy and a supertalkaltive girl..one never know that such match will become a ''extraordinary'' friendship..given this girl is really sporting,talkaltive,happening and this guy is completely the opposite..what truly link them together as special friends are the openness of the heart,appreciation of others..other people misunderstand their relationship,but actually their relationship is a true and genuine with overdose of love and appreciation till the point of both of them nearly fall in love together..isn't it's good such good and understanding close friends can come together?but both of them do not want that to go far..such deep understanding between the two..this guy until now still misses that girl so much...as a friend...the girl had some serious business so till now..the guy still misses her...hmm...such deep friendship...in few months...intriguing?
Case 2 - There is this guy who meet this girl in an unexpected incident...guess what?they too become good and true friends..just less than few months...see how interesting it can be in just few months..or maybe this girl treats everyone the same with same dose of love and care?the guy and the girl still having a ‘’special’’ kind of relationship..in a sense that so far yet so near..very close not close enough..this is the clear description that the ''measurement'' can give..haha...when the girl leaves for another country,the guy become so distracted,not depressed..because the love and friendship they have together...he just could not believe that he cares a lot for this girl whom he did not meet or know for long time and the girl also has the same opinion….amazing isn’t?
These cases had shown such great friendship can take place between guy and girl…yea…it’s about BGR…but not about ‘’dates’’ and ‘’couples’’..it is more than that…oh yea…there are lot of examples to show such friendship but it is us who confine our thoughts and assume this thing will never take place..well..the thing is love and friendship are grown with sincere heart of appreciation and the willingness to give and take…Seems to be a perfect friendship envisioned by some but we must know that there are lot of things that need to be overcome in building the strong bridge of friendship…’’to love is to expose’’…a great challenge and are we going to take that challenge?