Wednesday, March 28, 2007

DISCLAIMER: BEFORE YOU READ THIS,BE AWARE THAT THIS IS AN OLD POST TAKEN FROM THE AUTHOR'S OLD ARCHIVES
July 19, 2006
Declassified files-Old crushes
Old crushes..silly,stupid....oh..Naivety of mine....
1.Met this girl in school...She's cute for her age and I liked her..She always sweeping the floor in the class...That time...I was very shy so I didn't not get a chance to know her...sO when the fateful day came...she transfered to other school and I never see her again...So my crush dies then...
2.This gal..She's wonderful,caring and bla bla bla...Joined a camp because of her...Thus,I got the oppurtunity to get know her more..She's sweet indeed(from my point of view)..Her smile make me feel confident..Began to get active because of her and began to become talkative because of her(nah..I'm not singing ''keranamu'')..I always get the chance to chat with her and goes to a place where she always at there..This is one of the longest crush I ever had in my life...I was thinking of getting her a nice doll;it's quite cute and portable...So I brought this doll and wanted to give to her as a gift..I like this doll very much and it reminds me of her..In my mind,I thought that if she is happy..so do I..But the doll did not end up at her..Why?She rejected by the time I gathered enough courage to confess to her..Apparently..from my investigations..I found out that she was already attached to someone that she like...So began my moments of despair,cloud of depression gathering in dark,gloomy sky..there is no moon of hope..ops..I'm exaggerating..kekek...but then..I'm really depressed..haha...So ends my crush in her....
3.This gal...She's friend of my friend..And I managed to get to know her by chance...And I was attracted to her...I then trying hard to get her info about her likes or dislikes,her fav,her hobbies,close friends and so on..We also send messages and messages to each other..I enjoyed every message she wrote..I was happy..Finally..all these come to an end when I realised that she had a bf and kept a low profile to it...I felt heartbroken but i still kept contact with her...
Crush is a short-lived and usually an unrequited love or infactuation...So people do have crush in someone that they like..Love is wonderful but chaotic...hahaha...right now..I don't have a crush(nevermind..who cares if I have crush or not,I ain't a special person)...nOw i prefer to keep observing things....Normally people don't write about their crush experiences or do they?I was then a fool to write them down..haha..

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