Poor Story Tale

It's been a long time... Long, long time....
It's been over two years....
And I seemed to be letting go all of my ''attachment'' towards ''her''...
Attachment can be a dangerous thing that can make your brain fry out while at the same time, indulging yourself in pursuit of happiness.....It can be a senseless euphoria that flowing from your heart connected to her ''heart''....

What happened when suddenly, the attachment line between the two hearts was cut?
The one who has been attached would feel suffocated because there is no oxygen of life flowing ever again. It must have been depressing, devastating and traumatic.

Yes, the line between me and her was cut and disconnected. What was the cause behind this disconnection? Rather coming from one of the hearts, the cause has been diagnosed as more towards ''environmental and natural'' causes. - I would not elaborate on this,bwahahaha

Sadly though, the feeling of suffocation did not really happen in my heart. The loss of her is not even damaging towards me as I understand the cause of the problem. It is of course, a boast and denial to say that I am not sad but I prefer to say that I am passive towards the disconnection.
( I understand that there is no chance for both of us at that time and as of now. The future is uncertain of course but I would let things go naturally, that is enjoy my life-lah.)

Side information= We are still in talking terms and there is no conflict between us. Only certain
barriers that prevent the initiation of our ''potential'' relationship.

That was years ago. Though time to time, I was reminded about her indirectly by certain things that happened in life. While that struck me a bit, it is of no big deal to me as I let go of her.

Recently, I dreamed about a book. It is about a novel and the pages were made of brown papers, almost like fairy tales kind of book for kiddies. Inside the book, the story was about me and her.
Imagine if you are dreaming and you are reading about your story. XD
I must be happy that I am the main character.
On the contrary, I more of surprised that even though I have been letting go of her, the dream came and it's like promotional trailer of a upcoming movie. I prefer to call that as remade movie.

By the way, in case you don't know what the crap I am blabbering about, don't care about it, it is of less entertainment value. XP